WHAT YOU SAYIN?

I REALLY NEVER EVER SAY WHAT YOU SAYIN.. I THOUGHT IT JUST WENT ALONG WITH THIS "URBAN" POST HA BUT THIS SITUATION WAS EXTREMELY JOYFUL THAN WENT TO EXTREMELY DEPRESSING. I GOT A FANTASTIC GIG WHERE I WOULD BE GOING ON TOUR WITH MASSARI IN THE MIDDLE EAST BEING ONE OF HIS BACK UP DANCERS, WHICH IS AMAZING CAUSE' I'M ONLY 18 AND MY DREAM WAS COMING TRUE! OBVIOUSLY I NEED A PASSPORT AND I DON'T HAVE MINE AND THE MANAGER NEEDED ALL MY PAPERWORK TWO DAYS AFTER I FOUND OUT I HAD GOTTEN THE GIG SO I COULDN'T GET IT IN TIME SO IN THE END THEY HAD TO GO WITH ANOTHER DANCER :( PROBABLY THE MOST BUMMED I'VE BEEN IN A VERY, VERY, LONG TIME.. END OF STORY.
IN OTHER WORDS, I'VE FALLEN BACK IN LERVE WITH AMY WINEHOUSE AND THIS MAKES ME FEEL MAGICAL.